Chapter 188 Chapter 188 The Thing I Fear Most Is Her Tenderness
Chapter 188 The Thing I Fear Most Is Her Tenderness
"The dream is ending?"
"Xiaocheng, what are you saying!" Su Tao anxiously reached out, wanting to grab Chi Xiaocheng tightly, but no matter how hard she tried, she could no longer touch the girl at all.
The surrounding scenery shattered like glass, and cracks began to appear.
Chi Xiaocheng still stood before her, wearing a faint smile.
This scene beyond reason was reflected in her eyes, and Su Tao stopped her forward motion, hunching over and lowering her head, her tearful eyes hidden beneath her hair.
Su Tao understood that this wasn't reality, but a dream.
But she had been unwilling to think that way, deceiving herself, even deceiving the world of this dream, so she could stay here forever.
Here, it was spring.
Unlike the cold and lonely winter of reality.
Every time she went out and saw the white snow, Su Tao would think of the pure white carpet next to her bed at home.
Over half a month ago, that pure white carpet had been stained red with the girl's blood.
Here was adorable Xiaocheng, the person she always thought about, no matter her mood.
Su Tao wished even more that this was reality.
That painful other side, that was the dream, right?
Tears fell uncontrollably from her cheeks onto the floor of the car.
"That won't do," Chi Xiaocheng said with a helpless yet doting tone. She walked to Su Tao's side, wanting to put her hand on her shoulder and hug her.
But her hand ultimately passed through Su Tao's body.
The girl looked up in astonishment, meeting Chi Xiaocheng's eyes.
Those crimson eyes had frightened her countless times in the dark.
But this time, Su Tao could only see tenderness in those beautiful eyes.
Chi Xiaocheng took another step back, looking at the girl tenderly. "It seems Taotao has forgotten our last promise."
"Promise?"
Su Tao froze, but she couldn't recall any final promise she had made with Chi Xiaocheng.
All she could remember was the scene of her collapsing in a pool of blood.
At that time, she seemed to be saying something...
Su Tao suddenly gasped, her pupils shrinking for a moment.
Chi Xiaocheng noticed the change and chuckled softly, "It seems Taotao remembers. Then, after I left, what did Taotao do?"
"I..."
Su Tao lowered her eyes. "I did nothing."
The beautiful memories in the dream had originally filled her, but this was ultimately just a dream.
When the dream was about to end, all the pain of reality flooded back into her mind, squeezing out those memories.
Su Tao lowered her head even further, not daring to meet Chi Xiaocheng's eyes.
"Dongfang Yang, Si Chen, Brother Chi Song, and so many others who came from afar to help me, they are all doing things for you, Xiaocheng."
"But I am still running away, afraid to face the reality that you have... have died, and wasting my days at home, not even going out..."
Even the revenge was carried out by Brother Chi Song.
Su Tao, what kind of person are you!
With a self like this, what face do I have to see Xiaocheng!
What qualifications do I have!
To enjoy such beautiful things in this dream!
All along, seeing Xiaocheng wasn't to enjoy this kind of beauty, but to be able to say sorry to her!
Large teardrops finally fell uncontrollably.
"Hey, Xiaocheng, please don't be so gentle with me, okay?"
"Come and complain, curse at me!"
"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, it's all my fault. If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have died at all. It wasn't worth it for you to save someone like me!"
"Please, Xiaocheng... can you scold me?"
"Waaah..."
She had figured out a lot, but she had never forgotten her neglect of her.
She hadn't forgotten how she had been cold to her after their argument during summer vacation.
She wanted this gentleness, but she also feared it.
Hit me, scold me, let out any emotion on me, just don't be so gentle with me, okay?
This kind of gentleness will only make me more and more lonely in that real world.
"Taotao, you always like to think so much alone, taking on all the responsibility yourself."
"Just like I said before, I never blamed you."
The words reaching her ears cleared up Su Tao's blurred vision a bit.
Chi Xiaocheng walked to the window, quietly looking outside. "Taotao, you know, I want you to look at me, but I'm already dead, and I don't want you to only focus on me. You can have your own life."
"Study, work, try things you like, work hard to improve yourself. I'm already dead, so continuing to focus on me is meaningless."
"Remember? Our promise."
Chi Xiaocheng turned around, her hair swaying gently. "In the final moment, I hoped you... would forget me."
"At that time, I was already very happy."
"I didn't dare to ask for so much more."
"I don't want to continue to affect you after my death, I don't want you to become miserable because of me. After you leave me, you should have a happier and more fulfilling life."
As she spoke, Chi Xiaocheng revealed a happy smile. "Although I'm very happy that you feel guilty, regretful, and miss me because of my departure, but..."
"I still hope Taotao can be happy every day!"
The dream was shattering.
The glass of the car windows shattered at the same time, accompanied by some harsh sounds, and the breeze blew, lifting Chi Xiaocheng's hair.
A happy smile hung on her pretty face, so adorable.
But her body was also gradually becoming transparent.
Su Tao bit her lip, and her hands clenched tighter and tighter.
Saying to forget you, and then live more happily.
You like this...
You, who have been with me for more than ten years...
You, who still said you loved me in the last moment...
"How could I ever really forget you, Xiaocheng!"
Su Tao raised her arm and forcefully wiped away the tears from the corner of her eyes. "Xiaocheng, please don't think like that, okay? Aren't you a yandere? Come and possess me, lock me away forever in this little dark room called 'dream'!"
"I'm willing to be here with you forever!"
"Aren't you a yandere? Please... don't become so normal..."
In the end, she lowered her arm weakly.
She knew that this kind of thing couldn't be reversed.
How could a dead person be revived?
To still be able to have such a beautiful dream, to still be able to talk to Xiaocheng, to be able to say the "I'm sorry" in her heart to her, she should be satisfied.
But she just wanted to be greedier!
The girl in front of her was so close, yet so far away.
Chi Xiaocheng said softly, "Taotao, let go, okay? Continuing like this will only make you more painful."
"Let go?" Su Tao looked up, her eyes suddenly firm and fierce. "Never!"
I will grab your hand, and then...
Keep you!
Possess you!
Keep you by my side forever!
If... if there's a next life, and there's that chance...
"I will definitely, never let go again!"
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