Chapter 256 Chapter 255 She Has Always Been The White Moonlight
Chapter 255 She Has Always Been The White Moonlight
For a week, she'd been a little lost, wondering whether or not to awaken Chi Xiaocheng's memories.
Cheng Cheng had talked about it, Doctor Cheng had mentioned it, Dongfang Yang and Si Chen had different ideas, and even Brother Chi Song and Brother Long had offered some suggestions.
But the decision was hers and hers alone.
Because she, Su Tao, and Xiaocheng were closest, were sisters, and in the eyes of some who knew the inside story, were not sisters at all.
She feared that Xiaocheng would experience more pain after regaining her memories.
Yet, she also feared that if Xiaocheng never regained her memories, she wouldn't like her anymore and would instead turn to someone else.
Fang Ning wasn't just an NPC in a game; she and Chi Xiaocheng had a very good relationship.
Dongfang Yang didn't just treat Xiaocheng like a little sister; Xiaocheng was his bank card password.
Many people said that Si Chen prioritized profit in his actions, but Su Tao couldn't imagine what benefits Si Chen could gain from Xiaocheng, and he wasn't as outwardly consistent as Dongfang Yang.
If he didn't treat Xiaocheng like a little sister, what was his attitude towards her?
There were even rumors that Si Chen had a tattoo on his back that said "Never Love Tao." Was that for Xiaocheng to see, to show that he would never like her, only her?
Even people she knew seemed to have relationships with Xiaocheng beyond ordinary friends. In places she didn't know, would some strangers pursue Xiaocheng?
Even Tang Tang, a normal girl, said that if Xiaocheng wasn't her type, she would want to give it a try.
But the truth was, Xiaocheng wasn't her type.
At least, the her who had run away in the past, and even the her now, had never truly obtained Xiaocheng.
She was a little scared, and also anxious.
She wanted to awaken Xiaocheng's memories so that Xiaocheng would still like her as before.
She made her decision before the banquet tonight. She would go back to the hospital and do it!
Just like Si Chen said, if she hesitated any longer, there wouldn't be any time left.
But everything that happened at the banquet changed her mind.
Her relationship with Xiaocheng was getting better and better!
From the initial dislike, to a little discomfort, to calling her "Su Tao-jiejie" again, and now even going shopping together.
Wasn't that a sign of things getting better?
Wouldn't the next step be calling her "Tao Tao" and saying she liked her?
Gradually, her figure began to overlap with Xiaocheng's former self, and with each "Su Tao-jiejie," the distance between them grew closer and closer.
Su Tao understood all of this early on and looked at Si Chen very seriously, saying, "I think the current trend is very good."
"Don't let her recall painful things, completely eradicate her *yandere*, and then she'll continue to like me. Isn't that the ending that's about to happen?"
The beautiful blueprint had already been drawn.
Si Chen raised an eyebrow to the side; this wasn't the answer he wanted.
So he asked, "But in that case, wouldn't it seem a bit selfish in a way? You're enjoying her goodness, but rejecting her *yandere*."
Faced with Si Chen's question, Su Tao smiled in relief. "I used to struggle with whether I was being too selfish."
"But now I'm gradually seeing myself more clearly."
Looking at Chi Xiaocheng, Su Tao said with emotion, "No one is perfect. I have many shortcomings and deep-seated flaws. I'm already despicable enough, so what does it matter if I'm a little more selfish? As long as Xiaocheng is okay, that's enough."
Although she had lost her memory.
But she had survived, forgotten the painful things, and only goodness remained. Wasn't that another form of rebirth?
She continued, "Actually, being selfish is fine. I'll like her ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times more in the future to compensate her."
Therefore.
Things were pretty good as they were.
Si Chen could sense her determination in her words. "So, the slap to Lin Fangya at the banquet was your decision?"
Attracting everyone's attention to herself, shielding Chi Xiaocheng behind her, and protecting her in that way "ten times" more.
Su Tao nodded vigorously, but there was also a hint of embarrassment. "I was really angry at the time, and even thought it would be better if that Lin Fangya died, so she would never be a threat to Xiaocheng. I guess I caused you and Dongfang Yang a lot of trouble, right?"
"I'm okay," Si Chen said, changing the subject helplessly. "Just don't be so impulsive next time. You attracted all the fire. Did you ever think about what would happen if something happened to you?"
"That doesn't matter. If something happens to me and it keeps Xiaocheng safe, I'm willing."
Su Tao's eyes showed no fear, and she said very seriously, "Even if you and Dongfang Yang weren't backing me up, even if everyone was the enemy, I would still have stood up in that situation."
Si Chen was stunned. "Why? Acting without thinking isn't like you."
"Because she's Xiaocheng, my one and only."
The short sentence contained thousands of emotions.
All the sweet words in the world couldn't compare to the word "only."
Si Chen could clearly feel that belief.
Wasn't that where Su Tao shone?
She was straightforward, and she had many flaws.
She would only run away from Chi Xiaocheng's fiery and obsessive love, not daring to respond, causing her pain, almost death, and even after waking up, she was still in a long period of confusion.
Si Chen had once asked Doctor Lin to analyze the personalities of the two people and analyze the possibility of them being together in the future.
In order to confirm whether investing in Chi Xiaocheng could allow him to manipulate Su Tao and obtain the help of the God of War's father.
At that time, his many advisors and confidants were there.
As they talked, the viewpoint inexplicably went astray.
Some advisors said that it wasn't worth going all-in and investing directly.
Chi Xiaocheng wasn't worthy of Su Tao.
Emotions driven by pressure could never be considered love. Her actions had become so extreme that they were difficult to accept.
The advisor was a girl, and she tried to put herself in Su Tao's perspective, only feeling explosive pressure and not daring to approach such a *yandere* at all.
Let alone fall in love with her.
But there were also other advisors who thought that they could go all-in directly, and their views were the opposite.
It was Su Tao who wasn't worthy of Chi Xiaocheng.
The family, which wasn't rich to begin with, had raised her, growing up together, and after handing Chi Xiaocheng over to her, she was taken to Kyushu City. Even if the issue of liking or disliking wasn't considered, the kindness of raising her, and the trust of handing her over completely, should be repaid.
Chi Xiaocheng extremely lacked a sense of security. The manifestation of this point was too obvious. Showing love in that way, if you didn't like it, just refuse. Why approach and then dangle her by running away?
From analyzing whether it was worth going all-in, it finally turned into a debate about who wasn't worthy of whom.
The conclusion was that a lot of problems were analyzed in the actions and personalities of these two people.
Both of them were wrong, and both of them needed to change.
The saying of who wasn't worthy of whom could only be an afterthought at the final split.
If they came together, loved each other and gave everything, where would such a saying come from?
Moreover, whether or not they could reach the end and break through the barriers between them wasn't something they could decide.
And after this discussion, Si Chen finally chose Chi Xiaocheng.
He chose to never love Tao.
The discussion itself was meaningless, because he had no more roads to walk.
Was Su Tao bad?
Not at all.
She had flaws, but she could become a white moonlight in the eyes of countless people. How could she not have advantages?
Just like now, Si Chen saw determination in Su Tao's eyes.
Many things had happened, but they had also constantly allowed her to face her own heart.
Chi Xiaocheng could die for her.
And she had thought countless times about dying for Chi Xiaocheng, and when conflicts occurred, she had steadfastly chosen to stand by her Xiaocheng's side.
She had always been a white moonlight.
It's just that she was starting to become selfish.
Her moonlight only shone on another her.
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