Chapter 303 Chapter 302: I'M Sorry, Xiao Cheng…
Chapter 302: I'M Sorry, Xiao Cheng…
Unlike the pitch-black Xiao Cheng alone in a dark room.
After Su Tao carried Chi Xiaocheng into this space, which was much smaller than her own room, she felt an unspeakable sense of security.
It wasn't until they were both lying on the bed, with an arm around her shoulders, that Chi Xiaocheng looked at the girl beside her with a complex expression.
On one hand, it was because of the various reincarnations she experienced in her dreams, influenced by the World Will.
On the other hand, it was her genuine affection for her, enjoying this scene, yet fearing that one day, after confessing to her that she was a transmigrator, she would be rejected.
And…
At the end of her dream, Su Tao's words, "We are both girls," were still etched in Chi Xiaocheng's mind.
The Status Glasses had already shown that even with an possessiveness and affection level of 80, Su Tao still had the concept of being the same gender!
How was she supposed to eliminate such a concept?
Her expression couldn't hide her complicated feelings. Su Tao thought she was still afraid of the thunder, and lying on the bed, she couldn't help but hug Chi Xiaocheng even tighter, "It's okay, Xiao Cheng, don't think too much, and don't be afraid."
"Close your eyes and sleep, I'll always be by your side."
There was much less interaction and small talk than usual.
But this misunderstanding-like comfort spoke to Chi Xiaocheng's heart.
She thought a lot, constantly draining herself.
She was also very scared, and insomnia was the norm.
But this promise of always being by her side, she really hoped it could be forever.
She had been caught in the rain during the day, and although her body was asleep during her lucid dreams, her spirit was getting worse and worse. Chi Xiaocheng's body was already weak to begin with.
Buried in Su Tao's embrace, and contrasting with the loneliness she felt when she was alone just now, enveloped in softness and warmth, Chi Xiaocheng quickly fell into a deep sleep.
But Su Tao lost her sleepiness.
The pitter-patter of raindrops on the window made her feel a little restless.
Or rather, what was making her restless and constantly stirring her heart was the steady breathing in the darkness.
Xiao Cheng was in her arms.
She could sleep with her like before.
During the day, she had unconsciously called out "Tao Tao."
Everything was clearly developing in a good direction.
But when she thought of the treatment time that Dr. Lin had mentioned, a thought kept popping up in Su Tao's mind.
Hold her tight, possess her, don't wait for the treatment to be successful and her to fall in love with herself after she recovers her yandere personality. That would take too long. She should take the initiative to possess her, so that whether it's before or after amnesia, she would hopelessly fall in love with herself.
Unable to live without herself.
That way, even if ten Fang Nings or a hundred Dongfang Yangs came along, Xiao Cheng wouldn't leave her for them!
Thinking about the time when Xiao Cheng hadn't lost her memory.
Although her morbid state was worrying and her behavior was extreme, making her feel scared, now that she thought about that unreserved love and possessiveness, it made her feel addicted.
Hugging her tightly while sleeping, afraid that she would run away.
Constantly watching her, and every time she looked over, she would turn her head and give her a smile.
The kisses that wouldn't stop every day, the repeated coercion, made her fascinated at that time.
Feeling the wonderful sensation in her arms, Su Tao couldn't help but feel her heart beating faster.
She didn't dare to make any big moves, but she couldn't help but lower her head. There wasn't much light in the darkness, but every flash of lightning illuminated the room.
Then she could see that sleeping and serene little face.
And that thing that had previously made her addicted…
Su Tao licked her lips, her breathing accelerating with her heartbeat.
Her heart was restless, and her mind was constantly recalling the almost addictive touch and sweetness of the past.
Reason told Su Tao that she had finally built a good relationship with Xiao Cheng, and all she had to do was wait for the treatment to restore her memory. If she made Xiao Cheng unhappy again, everything would be in vain.
But she was no longer the Su Tao who could think rationally in the face of anything.
The layer of "White Moonlight" belonging to the original novel, which the World Will had forcibly put on her, was being torn apart by Chi Xiaocheng bit by bit.
"Xiao Cheng?"
Su Tao couldn't help but call out to Chi Xiaocheng softly.
After waiting for a while, she didn't get a response.
She reached out and patted Chi Xiaocheng's cheek very gently, "Xiao Cheng, can you hear me?"
This time, her voice was raised a little.
And her breathing was already heavier than her voice.
Getting no response, Su Tao was even more convinced that Chi Xiaocheng had fallen into a deep sleep.
Her Sima Zhao-like intentions slowly revealed themselves.
Using a ray of light from a flash of lightning, she adjusted her posture bit by bit, slowly lowered her head.
"I'm sorry…"
She didn't know who she was apologizing to.
She only felt that she was becoming more and more despicable.
But when she touched that familiar and fascinating sensation, Su Tao didn't hate this despicable self for the first time.
…
When Chi Xiaocheng woke up the next day, she found that Su Tao had already gotten up at some point. Her figure was gone from the room. The sound of the range hood coming from the kitchen made Chi Xiaocheng realize that Su Tao was making breakfast.
"My head hurts a bit…"
Chi Xiaocheng sat up from the bed, still feeling a little groggy.
She subconsciously stuck out her little tongue and moistened her dry lips, and then made a puzzled sound, "That's strange, I didn't eat candy before going to bed last night, how come it feels a little sweet."
She shook her head, but quickly gasped as she felt a dizzying and throbbing pain in her head, "Xiao Hei, are you there?"
"I'm just your imagination. As long as you still have the thought of needing me, I won't disappear."
A voice came from the side. Chi Xiaocheng then realized that Xiao Hei, in a formal dress, was sitting at the desk by the window, looking at her.
The morning sun after the rain shone on her, setting off her cold temperament and expression.
Chi Xiaocheng smiled, "It's just that my head hurts a little bit, so I'm looking for someone to distract myself."
Xiao Hei rolled her eyes at Chi Xiaocheng, "If you have a cold, just wait for your Tao Tao to take care of you. Don't call me if you're okay."
Chi Xiaocheng blinked curiously, "Don't you like me calling you?"
"I don't want to listen to your draining thoughts."
Chi Xiaocheng smiled shyly, and also understood her current situation. She had been caught in a little rain yesterday, and given her current physical condition, she naturally had a cold.
But…
Having spent most of her time in the hospital, she was used to this weak body.
Chi Xiaocheng recovered for a while before she stood up on the floor, holding on to the edge of the bed. After confirming that she was just a little weak and had a headache, but no other problems, she went out to wash up.
She ate breakfast, took cold medicine, rested, and then took the "special mental relief drugs" prepared by Dr. Lin. Because there was nothing to do, Chi Xiaocheng snuggled with Su Tao all day.
In the evening, after taking a bath, she lay on the sofa enjoying Su Tao's massage. This time, Chi Xiaocheng truly experienced what it was like to have Tao Tao "only have her in her eyes."
She hoped that time would freeze here forever.
She also wanted time to stop when their relationship could take a further step.
While being massaged, Chi Xiaocheng suddenly turned her head and met Su Tao's gentle gaze again.
Feeling a hand pressing on her thigh, Chi Xiaocheng felt a little sweet in her heart.
My Tao Tao, she's really becoming more and more normal.
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