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Chapter 318 Chapter 317 Self-Deprecation, The Beginning Of Yandere

Dec 02, 2025 1,184 words

Chapter 317 Self-Deprecation, The Beginning Of Yandere

Si Chen liked Chi Xiaocheng.

For three whole months, Xiaocheng had needed constant care, and because of her amnesia, she might fall for someone other than herself.

In Si Chen's hospital, wouldn't he interfere?

Wouldn't he take this opportunity to increase Xiaocheng's affection for him?

He could even control the doctors there at will, enhance his image in their daily interactions, and use his psychology knowledge to induce Xiaocheng to fall in love with him. It was all possible!

Although he protected Xiaocheng this time, didn't that also highlight his affection for her?

Intense unease pressed down on Su Tao, and she further pressed the doctor in front of her.

It was still a hospital, still treatment, but she trusted Professor Su more, trusted Dongfang Yang.

The nurses exchanged glances, startled by the half-dried blood on Su Tao, and hesitated, looking at the leading doctor.

The doctor hesitated for only three seconds before nodding helplessly. "Then let's go to Great Sun Hospital. Young Master Dongfang and Young Master Si Chen are friends, so there shouldn't be any problem."

"Besides, the patient needs treatment first; we can't delay any longer."

Receiving instructions, the ambulance quickly drove out of the manor. Su Tao's phone kept buzzing with messages, but she had no mind to look at them.

Sitting beside the makeshift hospital bed, she gently held Chi Xiaocheng's cold little hand.

Wanting to transmit warmth.

Wanting to keep her from being so lonely.

Wanting to apologize silently and let her feel her heart.

Why did she specifically go to the airport to pick up Dongfang Yang?

Why did she plan to discuss Xiaocheng's condition and how to awaken her memory in advance?

The taxi was driving normally, so why did she agree to let that strange person in?

Even if she had fought with the stranger in the car and gotten into an accident, she would have been injured and hospitalized, but that would have been ten thousand times better than Xiaocheng being seriously injured and dying, right?

And why was Xiaocheng always the one getting hurt, and not her?

Su Tao! Xiaocheng is always getting hurt because of you, so why are you the only one who's safe and sound!

Boundless self-blame plunged Su Tao into internal strife.

Guilt surged in her heart.

Now, holding that hand, she was even wondering if she had to keep Xiaocheng in her sight at all times to prevent anything from happening to her?

Every time, it was because of accidents she couldn't foresee.

Would Xiaocheng be safe forever if she just locked her up, protecting her?

The thought arose and gradually became unstoppable.

Xiaocheng would be safe by her side.

Xiaocheng would also be safe if she eliminated all threats.

But controlling Xiaocheng was wrong; it would make her angry. She had to make Xiaocheng cling to her willingly.

Just like before.

Make Xiaocheng... a yandere!

Coming full circle, she was back where she started.

But this time, Su Tao's gaze was clear.

Unlike the pain and avoidance she felt when facing Chi Xiaocheng's yandere side in the past, she now felt anticipation, even yearning for Chi Xiaocheng to return to her yandere state.

Only then would Xiaocheng never leave her again.

Looking at Chi Xiaocheng's closed eyes, Su Tao suddenly remembered Chi Xiaocheng's "last words" when she was shot by a sniper rifle.

"I hope you'll only have eyes for me."

Thinking of this, Su Tao couldn't help but laugh. "Hehehe... hahahaha!"

So, this was the loneliness and pain that Xiaocheng had experienced.

So, the me who ran away at that time was so ugly and unbearable.

Su Tao, you're not only despicable but also cheap!

What she had once had at her fingertips, within reach, and tried so hard to escape from.

Now, she was begging like a dog for Xiaocheng to love her as she once did!

That clear gaze was once again tinged with fanaticism.

The laughter echoed throughout the ambulance. The nurses glanced at Su Tao and quickly looked away.

Only the attending doctor, watching Su Tao's changing expression and increasingly obsessive and manic state, hesitated before sending Si Chen a message about Su Tao's current condition.

A "ding-dong" sound came from Su Tao's phone again.

Dongfang Yang had sent many messages, and the exclamation marks showed his shock at what had happened.

Clearly, Si Chen had told him what had happened at the farm.

The latest messages caught her eye.

Dongfang Yang: "I've already had the doctors prepare. When will you arrive at the hospital?"

Dongfang Yang: "What exactly are Chi Xiaocheng's symptoms? Can you contact the ambulance doctor? I'll have Professor Su coordinate with them in advance and prepare."

Dongfang Yang: "Also, Su Tao, are you okay? Chi Xiaocheng is injured, so you can't fall apart. I'm counting on you to take care of her."

Dongfang Yang: "Don't worry about Chu Lingfeng and Si Zhenliu. How dare they bully you and Chi Xiaocheng? I'll take care of them!"

Message after message kept coming, giving her an unspeakable sense of security.

Especially when Su Tao saw the words "counting on you to take care of Chi Xiaocheng," she felt much comforted.

Dongfang Yang was the real deal. He had said that he wouldn't actively pursue Xiaocheng until she recovered her memory, and he didn't have any thoughts of taking advantage of her injury to gain affection.

He was a true man!

Compared to Si Chen.

Heh.

Su Tao quickly typed answers to Dongfang Yang's questions, then asked, "Did Doctor Chen come back with you?"

Dongfang Yang: "He came back, but what do you need Doctor Chen for? Xiaocheng's memory should wait until she's better, right?"

Su Tao typed, "I don't want to wait any longer."

Dongfang Yang: "It can't be helped, even if you don't want to wait. At least Chi Xiaocheng has to wake up and her body has to recover to a certain extent, and her emotions have to stabilize, before she can undergo memory treatment. And the treatment is a slow process over a long period of time, so Chi Xiaocheng won't feel pain."

"It doesn't need to be long... Never mind, I'll talk to you and Doctor Chen at the hospital."

After sending this message, Su Tao put her phone away again.

She had already decided.

She wouldn't wait.

What half a year of treatment could help Xiaocheng recover her memory better.

What three years could even eradicate Xiaocheng's yandere tendencies.

Why eradicate Xiaocheng's yandere tendencies?

If Xiaocheng wasn't a yandere, how could she continue to love me?

She didn't want to wait even a moment longer.

She wanted Xiaocheng to recover her memory right now, and then be with Xiaocheng!

Eliminating all unstable factors, so that she and Xiaocheng could be safe and together forever.

Love and affection remained unmoved due to obsession, but Su Tao's possessiveness was visibly increasing.

But all this was unknown to Chi Xiaocheng, who lay unconscious on the hospital bed.

Su Tao was heading towards the 90% possessiveness she desired, but it seemed to be exceeding that.

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