Chapter 345 Chapter 343 Desperate Cycle
Chapter 343 Desperate Cycle
"Actually, I traveled back from the future!"
The words caught in the girl’s throat. She discovered that no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t make a sound.
She lost her voice in that instant.
No matter how she gesticulated wildly, she could only be like a mute, unable to produce any sound.
These puzzling actions confused Su Tao. To outsiders, it seemed the girl was just being unreasonable.
Once again, Su Tao sighed, "Xiao Cheng, I have important things to do too. You're an adult now, so be a little more mature."
After Ye Liang's reminder, she turned and left.
The girl opened her mouth, wanting to reach out and grab the retreating figure, but a horn blared, and a car approached from a distance, warning her not to take another step forward.
Was it going to be like last time again?
Like the little light orb said, all sorts of accidents would happen afterwards, until she died without ever seeing Tao Tao.
Was it just because their fates were being manipulated?
Just because they were so-called "novel characters," and they had to do whatever others wanted?
Without even having their own thoughts?
The girl clenched her fists, trying her best to shout, but after opening her mouth for a long time, she only emitted a small, helpless whimper.
She looked at the approaching vehicle and smiled slightly.
She took a step forward.
"Bang—!"
…
It hurt badly. After being hit, she flew through the air and rolled several times on the ground. All the bones in her body felt like they were falling apart, and the pain made her tremble.
They say that the moment of death is painless.
That after death, all sensation disappears, and when a person loses consciousness, they can no longer receive the various sensations of pain transmitted by the body.
But being able to revive meant that the lingering pain would be deeply engraved in her memory.
So much so that every time the girl woke up, she would take several deep breaths or curl up on the ground, clutching her heart, to relieve the pain transmitted from the soul.
The little light orb floated beside the girl and said calmly, "Look, you're rushing again. You're always in such a hurry, wasting another chance at reincarnation. And couldn't you at least discuss your so-called plans and ideas with me?"
The girl suddenly turned her head to look at the little light orb, "Why couldn't I speak just now? If I could have explained to Tao Tao that I traveled back in time, if I had made it clear what would happen in the future, she would definitely come back to me!"
The little light orb exuded an emotion of helplessness, "I just finished saying that Su Tao, as the female lead, will be intensely scrutinized by that outsider, and you tell her you can come back again? That's practically selling me out!"
"Once I'm targeted, I'll be in big trouble, and you won't have another chance to come back. The ending you experienced, the ending where you died and Su Tao also died, will become permanent."
The little light orb advised, "I can't stop your actions, but our goals are the same. We can return to that point in time and start over at any time. Even if you think about it here for ten years, your Su Tao won't have an accident because you stopped here."
"When you walk through that door, it will still be the familiar beginning."
Perhaps it was the repeated deaths that made her feel tired, or perhaps she listened to the little light orb's words, but the girl's emotions stabilized a lot, and she bit her lip and responded, "I won't stop."
The little light orb said calmly, "Do you know why I said you should live first and then consider Su Tao's affairs?"
"That outsider, who is also the world's will now, is in some ways the master of this world."
"Like me, He can't directly interfere in this world, but He can create all kinds of accidents through individuals, events, or the transmission of certain substances to achieve the effects He wants."
"Su Tao is the main character, of course she can't escape the control of the world's will, and even her thoughts will be influenced. Arguing with her is a predetermined fate. No matter what you say or do, she won't be affected by you at that moment."
"This argument is the watershed for the subsequent major plot, and it is also one of Su Tao's emotional anchors after your death, so it cannot be avoided no matter what."
"That's why you've tried so many times, and Su Tao initially distances herself from you."
The girl widened her eyes, "Doesn't that mean that that so-called will can directly control Tao Tao's thoughts?"
"It's not that exaggerated," the little light orb said. "It's more like a psychological suggestion, subtly manipulating her thoughts."
"The more complete the character, the higher the character weight, the more difficult it is to escape the control of the world's will."
"So, if you want to save your Su Tao, you have to make her unlike herself, so that the world's will no longer pays attention to her. You need to live and then mess up the contents of this original novel."
"The muddier the water, the more chances there are."
The little light orb had no better way. It couldn't interfere in the real world, just as the world's will couldn't come down in person.
It could only clear some pitfalls for Chi Xiaocheng, confirm her goals, and prevent her from running blindly to her death.
But how difficult it was to destroy a person's character setting and make them unlike themselves?
But His words calmed the girl down.
Surviving for four months was simple.
She just wouldn't contact Tao Tao.
That way, she should be able to survive.
But if she let things develop, wouldn't Tao Tao be completely deceived by Ye Liang afterwards, and even if I survived, what would be the point if she hated me all the time?
The girl began to think, but the more she thought, the more anxious she became.
The good news was that she had a direction and knew that if she came back again, she would face those accusatory words again.
So, wouldn't it be better to ignore Ye Liang first and explain things clearly to Tao Tao?
The girl couldn't think of a long-term plan. She wasn't the type to use her brain much.
Growing up, she had been sheltered by Su Tao for most of the time. Her family was very poor, but with the care of that fair maiden, she had a relatively happy past.
She thought a lot, but couldn't think of a better way.
She decided to try it once and stepped into that door again.
Constantly reincarnating in despair.
Experiencing pain again and again.
The girl went from traveling back in time to get Su Tao's forgiveness, to realizing that there was no way to change the ending at the beginning, so she simply relied on her multiple lives and became a "speedrunner."
Ignoring the initial argument with Su Tao, she constantly created encounters in the following time, trying to explain things clearly to Su Tao.
Occasionally, when her emotions collapsed, she would even express her feelings during reincarnation, desperately pouring out her heart to Su Tao.
Then run away, then do useless work again.
Screens floating in the pure white space like photos, changed from a few at the beginning to a dozen, and then to dozens with each reincarnation.
The human body cannot adapt to pain, but consciousness and spirit gradually become numb.
The more times she died, the more the girl's eagerness to save Su Tao seemed to be gradually worn away.
Rather, it became a kind of obsession that was pushing her forward.
Those clear eyes inevitably became stained with a bit of red.
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