Chapter 349 Trial And Error, Then Growth
Trial And Error, Then Growth
During her hospital stay, the girl desperately wanted to explain everything to Su Tao, but her eagerness made her somewhat incoherent.
As a result, Ye Liang had many conversations with Su Tao during this time.
He believed Chi Xiaocheng was simply being unreasonable.
Using self-harm as an extreme way to attract Su Tao's attention and concern was, in his view, like a child arguing with their parents and running away from home, only to squat nearby, too stubborn to return even when hungry.
Very childish behavior.
And self-harm was the height of childishness.
Because of Ye Liang's encouragement, coupled with the influence of the world's will, Su Tao was supposed to be learning about her father from Ye Liang at this time. But the girl's willfulness had delayed things.
The concern she originally felt for the girl gradually turned into irritation.
She gave instructions, scolded her, and then left in a hurry.
But the girl wasn't angry at all. Compared to the dozens of times before, this was a significant breakthrough.
Hehe, she was carried all the way to the hospital.
Tao Tao is so soft.
Smells so nice.
Her embrace is so comfortable.
I wish it could be like this forever.
In the following days, the girl planned to repeat her trick, constantly hurting herself to gain Su Tao's concern and care.
But because she couldn't manage her emotions well and her acting was poor, although she received some concern, she was constantly putting pressure on the girl.
Even though she cared, this childish behavior, coupled with her refusal to listen no matter what was said, only increased the pressure without any sweetness. Under Ye Liang's influence, the girl quickly exploded.
She scolded her for her self-harming behavior.
Conflict escalated.
This was a misguided path from the start. Although she gained some concern and warmth, she permanently lost the possibility of bringing Su Tao back.
Another cycle ended.
She returned to that space, told Xiao Hei what had happened, and chatted with the little ball of light.
After resting, she started a new cycle, constantly trying to find new methods.
Self-harm is painful.
But what is that compared to death?
The idea that love only comes after pain gradually became ingrained in the girl's mind through countless cycles.
Motivated, the girl began to learn how to improve her acting skills, manage her emotions, and find better ways to get Su Tao to care about her in every aspect.
Once, twice...
The girl began to grow, from reckless impulsiveness to thoughtful planning.
Pain became a habit, and her mind grew numb.
But progress was slow. She could use her efforts and acting to get Su Tao to care, and once Su Tao even actively abandoned Ye Liang and chose to stay by her side.
And that time, she wasn't blamed.
This gave the girl hope.
But the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.
She could constantly replicate the previous operation and make slight adjustments, but no matter what, as long as Ye Liang didn't die, Su Tao would ultimately lean towards the male protagonist.
And each time she returned to the pure white space, the girl would chat with Xiao Hei, releasing stress while also telling her about her plans.
Originally, she just wanted to talk to someone.
As the little ball of light said, this illusion came from you, and you can completely vent all your negative emotions to her.
Until one time.
Faced with the girl's question, Xiao Hei tilted her head and replied, "Then why not find a way to make Su Tao's eyes only see you?"
"Make her have no time to care about Ye Liang, fill her mind with you."
Perhaps because she herself was a collection of negative emotions, Xiao Hei's ideas were as dark as her appearance and clothing. "No matter what kind of emotion, pain, pressure, guilt, regret, since beautiful memories can't hold her back, why not try a different approach?"
Xiao Hei's world contained only the girl.
The most frequent topic of conversation was what the girl should do in her next cycle.
She didn't know how to think about other things. As soon as the girl left, she would start thinking about what to do.
She was growing.
Her speed was so fast that even the little ball of light was surprised.
But it must be said that her method was very effective. The girl's actions began to become extreme, causing a lot of trouble for Su Tao, but Su Tao's attention on her did indeed increase.
Even though that attention wasn't liking.
But such extremism came at a price.
The girl was initially an ordinary girl who was clumsy, reckless, and occasionally lacked intelligence.
But after dozens of cycles, her personality had completely changed.
The only thing that remained unchanged was perhaps her love for Su Tao.
Her love for that girl.
Even, with each cycle, this love deepened.
Her acting skills deepened in the process of reincarnation.
Her body became increasingly numb and accustomed to pain.
Her fruit knife for self-defense was always with her. Even without martial arts skills, her use of the fruit knife became increasingly sophisticated.
Because she wanted to grasp Su Tao's movements no matter what, she also actively learned hacking skills, just so she could see her Tao Tao every moment.
Also, due to long-term obsession and mental breakdown, the eerie, cat-like crimson vertical pupils in her eyes would always bring fear to others.
The girl was growing.
Because of her obsession, her possessiveness towards Su Tao was constantly rising.
The 100th cycle passed.
She was like a player constantly trying and failing with her life.
And Xiao Hei, who gradually developed independent thinking abilities, silently summarized and strategized for her after each cycle.
In 100 cycles, they came to a conclusion.
If there was only the girl herself, she would never be able to save Su Tao.
Ye Liang is the male protagonist.
His character authority in the early stages is over 90%.
And the girl, the supporting character named "Chi Xiaocheng," had only 20% character authority in the early stages before her death.
As long as the authority isn't 0%, then she will definitely be targeted by the world's will, she will definitely die.
Then, thinking conversely, would it be possible to survive December 25th if her character collapsed completely, reducing her character authority to the extreme?
Would Su Tao's view of herself not be affected by the world's will?
Uncertain, but it could be tried.
This was a new path.
In the new cycle, the girl began to constantly break down her character.
Mixing with people she would never usually associate with, such as Liu Guijia, and Huang Limei.
She messed up her face, turning from a white swan into an ugly duckling, and wanted to change her image.
But the result was that she couldn't lower her own character authority.
She was destined to die on December 25th, destined to pave the way for the subsequent plot as a supporting character.
If she couldn't lower her character authority, then what about raising it?
Or finding other helpers!
There were other people with high character authority in the early stages who could compete with Ye Liang.
To be precise, there were other male protagonists.
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